I don’t really know the goal of this post, I guess just to get myself thinking.

So, I am going to hit these points one by one. The first being my Crohn’s. If your a reader of this site that actually knows me in any way closer than a URL, you know that I have Crohn’s disease. And if you happen to have talked to me in the last two or three months, you know I am currently having a pretty bitching flair up.

A flair up, for Crohn’s, is a point where the disease decides it will ignore my medications, and do its best to mate my ass to the toilet. Fun.

Anyways, after several doctor visits and test they have decided to change up my meds, and currently we are in the process of waiting…Waiting to see if this will work and such.

Point two, I am anemic. I did not know this about a month ago. I happen to have a very bad day at work about a month back, and after several people argued with me, I was convinced to visit the ER. After some testing there they informed me I was highly anemic, and that I should probably see my specialist about my Crohn’s as well (which I did). So now, not only do I shit a lot, all the time, I am constantly tired, and even get light headed and need to take brakes throughout my day.

And for the final point. I think I may be depressed. This is something new, to me, and since I have not mentioned it to anyone, it is new to you as well. No, I do not have suicidal thoughts, or think of anything harming. I just don’t want to do anything. I am anti-social. This is not constant though. I have had several times lately where I desperately want to get out of the house, visit my friends, and do something. But, nine out of ten of these times my body says no. Instead I am at home, in and out of the restroom, or just sitting in bed, lethargic and pained. The one good point with this is I have wonderful friends. They understand that I am not ditching them, that I truly do want to do something, but can’t.

So, there you have it. I have posted a much needed update. Sure, there are several other things going on in my life that I can write about, such as my continuing education and struggles with that, or the fact that Michigan will not insure me, but right now, these three points are what I feel to be important.

I am currently living in Bay City, moved out here about 3 months ago. A lot has changed since moving out here. I live with 3 roommates. The picture in this post happens to be from a dinner we had a bit ago. My roommates would be all of the guys in the picture. They would be Andrew (black shirt), Libby (red), and Chris (purple). I am enjoying living here very much, and hope to not be forced out anytime soon. By that, I mean money wise, been pretty rough lately on that front.

I have about a week of classes left right now, very excited to start my summer off. I am doing pretty good in my current classes, especially taking into consideration the changes in my life that have happened this semester. This summer want to find some kind of second job for the summer, this way I can save some money up, so when school starts again in the fall I will not have the trouble I am having now with my bills. I have applied to a few places, no contacts back yet though.

So, changes in my life. Not that many things, but enough to be considered a LOT to me. First, the whole moving thing. Last year I tried the living on my own thing with my cousin, and I think we did well, if you don’t take into consideration our money problems…was not prepared for that. So, I lived with my grandmother for a year, and then decided to come on out to Bay City.

When I moved in here, I brought my ex-girlfriend with me. That didn’t last, and she ended up leaving, both me and the house. It didn’t effect me as much as I thought it would…I mean, for awhile I was depressed and such, but with the help of my good friends, both new and old, I managed very well…nowhere near as bad as last summer…

So, that is where I am at now. Single, rooming with several friends, new and old, and just making my way though life. I wouldn’t say life is perfect or anything right now, but I am happy with the way it is going.

And those are my reasons…but none the less, I am hear again…till I am busy again and don’t come back.

I have moved to Montrose, Mi. A very boring area…hahaha…I am in the middle of Montrose, Clio, and Birch Run. It’s a nice little area. I live with my cousin, and that’s it. We are both preparing to go to Baker College, in Flint. I had originally planned on going to Ferris State, but was unable to, because of money problems. Sucks, but it is the truth.

I am pretty nervous. I am *almost* out of money, and still have not found a job. I do have a interview at the McDonald’s of Montrose…I don’t want to work there, but I need the job very badly. So I figure a few months, maybe a year there, I will keep applying at better places, and maybe get a better job.

I have been spending ALOT of my free time on the couch…I wasn’t able to do that at all during the greater part of the summer, and while I am not cleaning, applying for jobs, and such, I watch Anime. Watched the whole thing of Death Note…Very good. Might give a review in the future. And I am now catching up on Bleach. I believe I am on Episode 136…Might be one ahead or back…not sure of the exact number.

Well, I believe that is all. I will try to be active…specially since I have some free time, without a job and classes.