Right now I am in the DEP (Delayed Entry Program) with the Navy. That means I am signed up, but have a date up to a year away that I will ship off.  Before I talk about this you need to know some basic fact about me. I am VERY spontaneous. Another thing, I don’t think things through until well after I have done them. Now back to the DEP Program… 

When I went in to talk with the recruiter I had no plans what so ever to sign anything. I expected to get some free pens and such. They man was very convincing with stuff. By the time I went home he had told me that signing anything wouldn’t really matter, if I changed my mind I just wouldn’t have to go and I would be discharged, neither good nor bad. I have looked this up and found it true.Over the past month I have been having second thoughts about the whole Navy thing. I would rather go to college, learn in an array of subject, and stay near home. And with family stuff going the way it is I think I should be staying home, incase something happens and I am needed. Basically, I have no one to talk about with this, since I don’t want to get anyone who wants me to stays hopes up, or be a disappointment to anyone else. I am still thinking on all of this. If I decide I am staying home then I am. I just need to get some shit together and start looking into college scholarships.