My thoughts, in sporadic form…
27/09/2011…bored with school, enjoying work, mad at work, not enjoying being home bored. Can’t wait to move. The house we looked at looked awsome. I like hardwood floors. I really want to move out. Not that I hate living with my grandma, I just miss living with friends. Cleaning my room. Already tossed/gave away half my wardrobe. Need to start on the book…I really don’t want to get rid of them…but they just sit there…I have moved on to digital things. My books are all on the pc/phone/tablet…Talking about tech, I should prob clean that out to…I have 2 broken computers that I need to get rid on…One totally dead desktop and a laptop with a bad ac port…Recycle one, and give the other away? Well, at least the recycling part. Several boxed of cables, adapters, broken and old things…They just sit there…But you never know when someone might need something out of the box…I am really really excited to move…I hope we get the place…Downfall tho…if we get this one we have to wait til November. But that is also kind of a good thing…Since I budgeted $350 a month for rent and utilities, this means I have that $350 just sitting there…Yes, I saved up about 6 months rent, ahead of time. I planned like a mother fucker…Actually…I planned all my bills…for the next year…I like excel. That’s probably why I am doing so well in my Statistics class…Excel is pretty much all we do. Talking about school, its going pretty easy so far. The only class I actually have to put effort in is my Math class…and that’s just because I haven’t had a math class in almost a year. Got to get back into the groove…Doing better then most of the class though, just not up to what I know I can do. I like math…ask anyone that knows me…I always try and find ways to make it work into something. Be it predicting my budget, figuring out how things connect to one-another, or just randomly to take my mind off something. My mind really likes to wonder. You can tell this if you happen to look through my notebook for my classes. I need to go pickup a new one for my Math class…only have 2 empty pages left…damn. And we are only like 3 weeks in…Going to go through way to much paper for this class…And I don’t even doodle much in that class. It’s mainly my Econ class that I do that in. Which is funny, because I actually like that class. Maybe that’s why I do it. I read the book before class, and get into so much that I really understand and remember it. So when she starts to lecture on it I just zone out, since I already know exactly what she is about to say, since she pretty much follows the book…And it’s weird…because I find it interesting and easy…but most of the class doesn’t…they just sit there, don’t pay attention, and then most of them leave at the break or don’t even bother coming. What the hell…I understand it is a long class…and most people find it boring…But come on… that’s rude. Not only that but it’s needed for you major…and you are paying for it..Come on…Hell, it’s not even part of my major anymore…Neither is my math class I guess. Well, it says it isn’t. But it wouldn’t let me take the higher class until I finish it. Hell, looking at my transcript now there are like 5 classes that don’t go towards my major. But it really doesn’t bother me. Would rather switch late, and have to stay in school longer, then not switch and hate the classes I am taking, and the profession I end up in.
I want a tattoo. I have a cool idea. It’s a chain. A chain with dates. Dates I find important. Like birth, graduation, and such. Also important things in my like, like the year I found out I was “sick,” the year I moved to Hemlock. And on and on. I can’t wait. I already have money saved up for it. Really excited.




